Sinful Victual

I'm the fattest I've EVER been right now.

I'm terrified.

I'm on diet pills, and miralax.

It all hurts, everything feels like it hurts, even when I'm happy about it. Pain. Brutal Pain.

I have been diagnosed with DID, Bi-Polar disorder with Psychotic Features, and Bulimia Nervosa.

I want to lose weight, but I feel like I've fallen off of a cliff into old thinking, and old ways.

I appreciate each, and every one of you for supporting me through my struggle. *HUG*
bookoffragilebones:

it,s difficult to the those pictures.. seeing them,i want to gain weight, but i can’t..

bookoffragilebones:

it,s difficult to the those pictures.. seeing them,i want to gain weight, but i can’t..

chunkydunkerchronicles:

This is totally our recent problems

chunkydunkerchronicles:

This is totally our recent problems

I’m wondering if my ED is contributing to my current health problems. :( I really don’t look that great :(

I’m wondering if my ED is contributing to my current health problems. :( I really don’t look that great :(